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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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12:46 pm - Last Post
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| Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
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7:07 pm
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I'm hoping for the day where I buy myself a nice gun and shoot myself.
Because in the end, we know that in the weave of society--- I don't matter. Body, mind, spirit. Useless junk.
Have a nice day!
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| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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3:52 am
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| Monday, January 2nd, 2006
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4:58 pm - Final MBTI-Enneagram Result for the Year of 2005
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Here we go-
MBTI-
Enneagram-
Enneagram Test Results | Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||||||||||||| | 60% | | Type 3 | Image Awareness | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Type 4 | Sensitivity | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||| | 73% | | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Type 8 | Aggressiveness | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||||||||||||||| | 73% | Your main type is 9 Your variant is social | Take Free Enneagram Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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1:21 am - Deleting LJ
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Hmmm... by January 5, I'm deleting this LJ completely. If anyone has found any significant entries out of my LJ since its creation, please copy & paste it for safekeeping, otherwise its going to be axed.
For reasons as to why I'm deleting this LJ... consider it an "emotional" reaction to recent events. Bitterness is such a weak, deranged power.
My problem is that I tried to help so much, that in the end--- nothing really changed and I wasn't helpful at all.
I really hate knowing.
current mood:  apathetic
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| Monday, December 19th, 2005
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7:13 pm - World of Darkness
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Between my future and present, I don't have much special "occult" time to myself because I haven't really given it too much if any consideration. Up until I went back to the bookstore and looked up "Vampire: The Requiem". For VtR to work, one would need "World of Darkness". Unlike the original "Vampire: The Masquerade" level of roleplay-guides, which are all 2nd edition, the VtR level is the 3rd edition of White Wolf's World of Darkness roleplay books. Good ol' buddy Greg, Lauren's b/f, wanted to start a 2nd Edition World of Darkness game, incorporated the Mage, Werewolf, and Vampire books set in the Dark Ages. Sadly, that plan never pulled through so I invested my interests elsewhere. On the computer game, Neverwinter Nights, there is a World of Darkness: Dark Ages server that's scripted to incorporate the many aspects of the WoD line into the Dungeons & Dragons engine--- the gameworld is pretty hollow but it uses the elements of World of Darkness quite nicely.
"Vampire: The Requiem" pretty much is a revision of the entire World of Darkness universe after the apocalyptic end of 2nd Edition which was done through a number of supplements to each of the primary roleplay guides, Mage, Werewolf, Vampire, Changeling, Wraith, Mummy, etc. Although let me backtrack, Vampire: The Requiem is a supplement to the World of Darkness book. Yes, "BOOK"! The World of Darkness is the name of the universe to which White Wolf bases its creatures in, but in the 3rd Edition universe it is the first book which introduces you to everything else. "World of Darkness" is the starter book which starts you off as a Human. The supplement books "Vampire", "Werewolf", and "Mage" are all books to augment the stats of the Human later on or immediately. The factions, the powers, some of the rules have all changed.
I've invested my renewed interest in the 3rd Edition of World of Darkness, primarily because "Mage: The Awakening" 3rd Edition has finally arrived.
Ladies and gentleman... let the gothic role-play chaos begin! XD
Edition referencing.
2nd ed WoD-
Vampire: The Masquerade
Werewolf: The Apocalypse
Mage: The Ascension
3rd ed WoD-
Vampire: The Requiem
Werewolf: The Forsaken
Mage: The Awakening
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| Sunday, December 18th, 2005
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11:46 pm
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| Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
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11:44 pm
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10:20 pm - *twirls*
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| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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5:36 am
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2.6 Ghz, P4 processor
1GB Corsair 3200 DDR RAM stick
GeForce FX 5500 256MB (being sent in for replacement)
40 GB total, HD
Yep. Almost back to completion. Mehehe.
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| Saturday, November 26th, 2005
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2:11 pm
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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1:15 pm - >.>
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I despise holidays towards the end of fall and beginning of winter. But it does give me an excuse to be thankful for people and family, an excuse that is focused upon and projected through these holidays and i enjoy utilizing this time that in post-highschool I have found such joyous people to communicate and spend time with.
Of the girls: lisa, carmie, nikky, florina
Of the guys: kenny, dean, josh, matt g., mike g., elliot, bobby, arshen
There are many other people, but this is just a token of my acknowledgement and appreciation for those who've stuck by me and my compassion goes out to them. Some I've talked to many times, others sparingly. But each individual among the many are my favorite of people.
I'm spending thanksgiving with lisa and my family.
Whereever God takes me...
Riddle me this:
12 people say the following statements one after another: 1: There are no honest people in this room; 2: There is at most one honest person in this room; 3: There are at most two honest people in this room . . . . . . . . . . 12: There are no more than 11 honest people in this room. How many honest people are in the room?
current mood:  peaceful
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| Monday, November 21st, 2005
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11:48 am - Full Metal Jacket
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Gunnery Sergeant Hartman:
Today... is Christmas! There will be a magic show at zero-nine-thirty!
Chaplain Charlie will tell you about how the free world will conquer Communism with the aid of God and a few marines!
God has a hard-on for marines because we kill everything we see!
He plays His games, we play ours! To show our appreciation for so much power, we keep heaven packed with fresh souls!
God was here before the Marine Corps! So you can give your heart to Jesus, but your ass belongs to the Corps! Do you ladies understand?
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12:28 am - Well holy shit...
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Nonviolent relationships have the following characteristics:
NON-THREATENING Non-violent relationships involve talking and acting so that my partner feels comfortable expressing himself or herself and doing things he or she is interested in.
RESPECT Non-violent relationships involve listening to my partner non-judgmentally, being emotionally supportive, and valuing his or her opinions.
HONESTY AND ACCOUNTABILITY Non-violent relationships involve accepting responsibility for my behavior, including past use of violence, admitting being wrong, and communicating openly and truthfully.
RESPONSIBLE PARENTING Non-violent relationships involve sharing parental responsibilities and being a positive role model for my children.
SHARED RESPONSIBILITY Non-violent relationships involve agreeing on a fair distribution of work and making family decisions together.
ECONOMIC PARTNERSHIP Non-violent relationships involve making money decisions together, making sure both partners benefit from financial arrangements.
NEGOTIATION AND FAIRNESS Non-violent relationships involve seeking mutually satisfying solutions to conflict, acceptance of change, and being willing to negotiate and compromise.
MATURE RELATIONSHIPS
A mature relationship strives for the following characteristics:
•It allows for the individuality of each partner.
•It seeks to bring out the best in both partners.
•It is open to change and exploration.
•It invites growth in both partners, ie., there is room for each to grow and a desire for the other to grow.
•It encourages open expression of feelings and thoughts.
•It allows both parties to be responsible for themselves.
•It encourages realistic expectations of each other.
•It promotes good self-esteem in each person.
•It accepts occasional absences as a natural part of life.
•It welcomes spontaneity.
•It welcomes closeness and vulnerability, ie., both parties are willing to risk and to be real.
•It affirms the equality of each partner.
•It welcomes humor.
•It encourages negotiation and conflict resolution.
•It encourages separate interests and outside friends as opposed to "total involvement" and a restricted social life.
The statements above are guidelines; they are not requirements. Mature relationships involve a process of growth. These guidelines are not conditions which must be met before the relationship can be termed healthy; rather, they are good goals for a healthy relationship.
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| Monday, November 14th, 2005
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9:59 pm - oreo
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| Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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9:17 pm
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His eyes broke open to a scene of fear. A flickering dim flourescent light overhead, barely illuminating a dirty teal tiled chamber. A television screen plugged and mounted into one of the top corners of the room buzzed to life and the strange, pale, puppet figurehead bobbed as the front to an ominous hoarse distorted voice upon the screen.
"Its time to play the game..."
current mood:  bored
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2:18 am
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The last week has been enchanting. There's been so much I've learned from her and so much that we've come to understand. I can't and won't leave her. She is the very person who is the ideal of who I look for in a girl--- but since she's the ideal--- she is the one--- the alpha and the omega. Despite all the conflicts and arguments, no matter how simple or how harsh, things pull through and that makes me happy. Neither of us likes to argue, but in the end we are both bettered by it. Sure, I may be an argument monger, but these days I'm tired of it and I'm not afraid to want and need peace.
She is the ivory lotus who sits upon a pond leaf in tranquil harmony with the weeping willow. Here, I sit by and watch its grace traverse upon cool, clear waters that teem with spotted white koi. Brilliance is what I call that simple flow which opens upon my sight, to my open hand it climbs welcomed to my lips and whispers to mine ears the secrets of the wind. Where it goes from there I employ my well wishes and tears, for no other beauty could calm my spirits and unchain my bestial passions but the flower which bloomed on the pool of my dreams.
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| Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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8:01 pm - Before going to church...
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Before going to church while waiting outside the garage for my dad to pull the van out of the garage.
Me: Hey Ma!
Mom: Hello anak*.
Me: Ey chub-chub.
Mom: *hugs* I miss you, anak.
Me: Miss you too, ma.
Mom: I love you, anak.
Me: Love you too, chub-chub *pokes mom's tummy a few times*
Mom: *continues hugging*
Me: *continues poking mom's tummy idly* Eeee, chub-chub! ^.^ Eeeeeheehee.
Mom: ¬.¬ *smacks me*
Me: o.o what?
*anak means "child" in tagalog.
current mood:  flu
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| Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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10:33 am
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In the end, when the world is torn asunder and the few are left. Those who are truly dictators are the ones who love the people, but hate this world.
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| Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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8:18 pm
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